so i've decided now that i have more free time i'm gonna start writing in my xanga again, so here i am!

i've noticed that klamath falls is a whole lot different than living in the "big city". a lot of the people here just don't care... about anything or anyone - even themselves. they generally don't care about how they look (now don't get me wrong, some of them do) and they aren't motivated to do a good job. like they hired a bunch of new girls at the front desk here at the resort, and whenever i call there they are not very motivated to do good or be nice. a lot of them are just plain rude when we call and it takes a lot to get them to do something, and it takes even more to get them to do that right. even a lot of the guests have complained about that when they come to me. thats the reason why when we start hiring people here for when our office is finally built we are wanting to hire people to move here and work - we don't want any klamath natives... speaking of which, if anyone wants a really good job and is willing to move to klamath falls, let me know!!

for the most part, i really enjoy it here. i love my job and it pays great! and i love the people that i work with. and i love all the nature and stuff here. and i like how klamath falls isn't a really BIG city, but at the same time there is a lot here. plus portland and san fran are 5 hours away, medford is 1 and eugene is about 2.5 hours. the only thing that i'm not liking is how hard of a time i'm having finding a good church here. there's over 70 churches in klamath, which gives me a variety to choose from. i want to find one with a good young adult group, cuz how else am i supposed to make friends here... and i need friends here.

i miss my friends up in the portland area so much, and its so hard not being there for all of the hang outs and stuff, but i guess thats life. but from what i hear "my leaving has made life about 10x better for everyone". imagine how happy i was to find that out. about how "a curse has been lifted from the group" and "everyone generally happier as a whole". now i know "kidding" was said a couple of times in there, but still. just think about how i'm down here not having a very good day and missing all my friends up there and then find out that they are a great time without me - a whole lot better than when i was there with them. hmmmmm. and i'm coming back there in just a few days, boy i'm looking forward to that now... oh wait, not so much anymore. but good news guys, i'm only going to be there for 2 days so y'all can go back to being happy and having a great time with eachother once i leave. i'll be sure to keep my visits short and not very close together for you guys, how's that??

uugggggggg. i'm ready to go home, but i've still got about a half hour left here. ahh, screw that, i'm gonna take off now.